About A Girl

Since the last time I posted I have started to calm down and not over react.  Which is definitely a good thing.  I am really starting to find happiness again and I love that, it really is one of the absolute best feelings in the entire world, to just be happy.  As I have said before I do believe that a person needs to find happiness for themselves and you cannot rely on someone else for your happiness, but I also believe that a great person can help you find happiness or at least find out what was missing to help make you happy again.  For the first time since I have been back in Rexburg, I am actually perfectly fine with being here, I am not saying to myself multiple times a day that I wanna go home.  It only took 5 months, but I am good.   The girl I mentioned last time is amazing, she makes me want to be a better person for me.  I am so happy with my life right now, obviously things are not perfect but they are going great and I can't complain.  I was nervous but I built up the confidence to ask her on a date and I can't wait for it.  I hope that she has a great time and I hope that I can show her my true self and that I don't try to hard and make a fool of myself, I don't think I will.  I am so excited and I absolutely love my life right now.