Sunday, May 15, 2011

A Different Twist

Life is crazy, and still no matter how up or down I am I still Love it. Last Sunday may have been one of the craziest nights that has happened to me, I loved it though. I had possibly one of the best weeks that I have had in a very long time, even though a couple so called bad things happened, the biggest one being when I found out that I was one credit short of being able to transfer to BYU Idaho for January. Usually I would be pretty upset in a situation like this but I wasn't, I panicked that's for sure, cause I thought that I would have to pay $500 that I didn't have to take a class at MCC so I could get that one credit. But instead of getting mad, I stayed calm, and I prayed and asked heavenly father that things would work out the way that they were supposed too. Later that night, Brother Weber told me that he would give me a grade for this past semesters institute class as long as I wrote a paper for him on what I learned this past semester in the New Testament. I was so relieved that he had told me this. He saved me $500 and will be able to give me the credit that I need for my application to get me out to BYU Idaho. Today some things happened that weren't the best things for me but, instead of letting myself get down and sad, I am taking as an opportunity to grow and who knows maybe I will still have the outcome that I want to have happen in this particular situation, maybe it will just happen in a different way than I hoped for, but whatever is meant to happen will happen, I have faith in that. A month ago if these things happened to me I'd be angry and super sad feeling but because lately I have been striving so hard to be the best I can be things are getting easier! My faith is growing so strong, and I know whatever happens to me is all apart of heavenly father has in store for me, I know that, I have no doubt in that, so what's the point in getting mad? There really isn't just because things don't work out the way I want them too doesn't mean they won't work out for what's best for me. I have no doubt that things are gonna work out great for me, I love my life and I have never been happier! One of best friends Erika pointed out to me that I am so happy because of my faith and I know she is right! I have the best friends anyone can ask for! I love all of you :)

2 comments:

Jalenna Call said...

does this mean you arent angry at me anymore??? good for you for being so happy :))

Ryan said...

Um, maybe! That was still crazy, she needs to cool her jets hahaha!