West Coast State Of Mind

Oh man, I WANT to get out west so bad. Today was just one of those days where I just don't know why I am still here. It's not that I hate Connecticut, cause I actually love this state, and I have great friends out here, and I am continuously making new ones which is great! But I just wanna be out west so bad! I couldn't focus at work today or yesterday! Obviously there are known reasons why I wanna be out there right now :) :) I don't think I need to say what that is haha! But I also want to be in school so bad! I am ready for my future and for a new scene! It is gonna be excellent and amazing! I can not wait to get out there! :)

Everything's Fine

How many of you have heard of The Summer Set? If you haven't you need too check them out they are an amazing band! Whether you have heard of them or not you need to listen to their new album "Everything's Fine" it is such an amazing album! I didn't know what to expect waiting for it to come out! But they are so talented! This album is so easy to relate too, at least for me! If any of you read my last post, that situation is all I think about when I listen to this album. Brian Dales (the lead singer) has such an amazing and unique voice! Seriously check the album out!

Perfectly Imperfect

Some may think that I am crazy, insane, or mental. Most of my friends probably think I am just an indecisive person who likes every girl who comes his way, It is not true, I always keep my mind open for anything. But when you meet a girl who totally changes your mindset on things, one would easily start liking them. Tuesday night was potentially one of the best nights of my life. I met a girl that I felt one of the most amazing connections with. She totally knocked me of my feet. I have always felt that I am not good enough or I just can't connect with the girls I have liked because of the things that I have done in my past. I always felt a lack of connection, as if I could not relate with them, because we don't have things in common to help each other with. Well I was wrong, I met a girl who like me has had struggles, and has experienced a lot of the same things that I have experienced. She is someone I can truly relate with, and someone who can definitely help me with things and I can help her if need be. I have never felt so strong about someone in my entire life, and I know I only just met her but this hit me like a ton of bricks, and I know there are people who a judging this situation, but for the first time I don't care what anyone thinks, there is only one persons thoughts that I care about and I bet you can guess who that is. If anyone else wants to judge, let them, it's not gonna change my mind. I also know people may judge saying "she has a boyfriend" well I know that, but when you meet someone that strikes you so strong, you honestly don't care, I don't wanna be the jerk to break something up, but I have gotta believe that he isn't meant for her and that I am, I do believe that. But now she was sent home way to early, just as fast as I met her she was gone, I met her tuesday and she went back home thursday and she was suppose to be here for a year and she is gone. But I still believe what I believe, and just because she is gone does not mean that I will stop. She is awesome and makes me so hopeful and happy for my future! I can't wait until I go out to school, she lives close to school and I will be able to see her more! 5 and half months! :-) :-) :-) :-)