Perfectly Imperfect

Some may think that I am crazy, insane, or mental. Most of my friends probably think I am just an indecisive person who likes every girl who comes his way, It is not true, I always keep my mind open for anything. But when you meet a girl who totally changes your mindset on things, one would easily start liking them. Tuesday night was potentially one of the best nights of my life. I met a girl that I felt one of the most amazing connections with. She totally knocked me of my feet. I have always felt that I am not good enough or I just can't connect with the girls I have liked because of the things that I have done in my past. I always felt a lack of connection, as if I could not relate with them, because we don't have things in common to help each other with. Well I was wrong, I met a girl who like me has had struggles, and has experienced a lot of the same things that I have experienced. She is someone I can truly relate with, and someone who can definitely help me with things and I can help her if need be. I have never felt so strong about someone in my entire life, and I know I only just met her but this hit me like a ton of bricks, and I know there are people who a judging this situation, but for the first time I don't care what anyone thinks, there is only one persons thoughts that I care about and I bet you can guess who that is. If anyone else wants to judge, let them, it's not gonna change my mind. I also know people may judge saying "she has a boyfriend" well I know that, but when you meet someone that strikes you so strong, you honestly don't care, I don't wanna be the jerk to break something up, but I have gotta believe that he isn't meant for her and that I am, I do believe that. But now she was sent home way to early, just as fast as I met her she was gone, I met her tuesday and she went back home thursday and she was suppose to be here for a year and she is gone. But I still believe what I believe, and just because she is gone does not mean that I will stop. She is awesome and makes me so hopeful and happy for my future! I can't wait until I go out to school, she lives close to school and I will be able to see her more! 5 and half months! :-) :-) :-) :-)